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Date: Friday, March 6, 2009 Time: 9:34 AM Dark hole
BALQIS HAPPPPYYY BIIRRTHDDAAAYY LOVE!! May god bless you. Seriously. XP haha awww My bitchs turnin 16. How sweet is that? Hugs. Study smart baboon. Hey Indie brat, you rock! Bam hahaha and you thought I forgot about ur bday! Haha oh c'monnn, ur like my....5 YEAR FRIEND. whoaaa. Hahaha HAPPY BIRTHDAY BAMMM!! Its 1 am, and I'M NOT ASLEEP YET. Why??? Ohh I'l tell whats the big effin why! BECAUSE!! THE STUPIDD PELUI NEIGHBOR PUNYA STUPID DOGS ARE STUPIDLY BARKING AND OOF OFF-ING AND CRYING LIKE A BUNCH OF STUPID SHITS!! Ughh. MATH lagi today. And MIB. ya okay. No questions on that. Lalala~ OKAY PEOPLE! Im updating! Im updating! Hahaha so whats up? Heres what; Im okay. Just not well. Something came up. Ughh they just cant leave me alone! =/ and Im scared. No, bkan penakut. But FREAKIN TOTALLY TO THE MAX SCARED. Something happened that night, it surely fucked my life off. I've become someone Im not! Im seeing things I dont wana see. Im hearing screams of dreadful miseries.It was a dreadful sight. Sittin in a dark place,not knowing whats happening outside. Yes people, im in trouble. A big one. I could have got KILLEDD! One time I blacked out at my garage. Ho yes, head to the ground. Knocked the cement. I liked it. It was... Unusual. And TUESDAY! Damn Tuesday I broke my arm, I dint know it was that bad at first. Msa the doc picik2 and it hurts like hell. Yeah,cant bend it. Ada lgi POA test tu. Just Imagine how I underline my answers with just one hand!? Terrible, terrible scribble. Tution lagi tu. Theres NOWAY! Im goin tution with my hand, looking like a christmas gift! Overmydead bodaaay.(for real, kill me) I dreamed of him again. It crossed the line this time. He was so happy like he was before. I woke up and cried like a bitch. Oh how bitchy. I missed him... ='/ It has been 6 years since he left. Chang said I should go and vsit him. But I really cant. Im scared fiq. I dont wana see the place. Im stuck. I dont wana move on. I hate this. I want you back. Please come back. =/ I've really missed youu. But Im being stupid right now. Im sayin things I shouldnt be. Your dear sis Aidah called. Maybe I am gona go to you. Mybe not. I love you. This is weird. Dead people dont read blogs. Stupid stupid stupid. Dee |